Post by Amy Lee on May 5, 2013 13:30:24 GMT -5
So I did not want HoH this week. Don't know why I didn't try a little less than I did. I just wanted to get all the ?s and thought they would lead to worse outcomes than they did I suppose.
Then of course I had to pick sides...which was terrible because I made an enemy out of Zooey. I mean the best way that this could have gone for me was final noms still being Zooey and Badger. I would vote to keep Zooey over Badger (telling Badger in advance that I wanted to force a tie) and then Hilsy would have kept Badger making Tom have blood on his hands more than I do right now with Zooey. And I am trying not to worry about Badger either. I mean he's a good kid. <3 talking to him....I just have deals with Tom and Hilsy and not him.
So that was super frustrating because I didn't want to piss her off but I need to stay true to my F2 with Hilarie and sorta kinda F2 with Tom.
Good luck....hope Hilsy or Tom gets PoV....not me. But alas I must try to Zooey doesn't get it.
Then of course I had to pick sides...which was terrible because I made an enemy out of Zooey. I mean the best way that this could have gone for me was final noms still being Zooey and Badger. I would vote to keep Zooey over Badger (telling Badger in advance that I wanted to force a tie) and then Hilsy would have kept Badger making Tom have blood on his hands more than I do right now with Zooey. And I am trying not to worry about Badger either. I mean he's a good kid. <3 talking to him....I just have deals with Tom and Hilsy and not him.
{Speaking of Deals}Zooey first gets all pissy...then tries to get a F2 going....ain't happening.
Zooey Deschanel: are you like purposely ignoring me?
Zooey Deschanel: biggest threat my ass. I was on your side
Zooey Deschanel: oh and right now, at least everyone has one a challenge, badger's won at least 2 and all of you guys were more recent then my winnings, i havent won anything for awhile, so thats bullcrap whatever you're trying to pull. and i win for me is a win for you since i was on your side.
Zooey Deschanel: and thanks for not ~talking to me about it~, i'll remember that if you're in the end.
Amy Lee: I was driving / apartment hunting again today....but either way I knew no matter who I would put up id be pissing someone off...this was why I DID NOT WANT HOH...the only decision you would be happy with was putting badger and Hilarie up...ie what your noms would be...so at least I put badger up....this isn't meant to be personal and I know i would feel the same as you right now so I understand where you are coming from. HoH F5 sucks :-(
Zooey Deschanel: why didn't you put tom up?
Zooey Deschanel: i would've kept you safe if i won because i meant what i said that its you and i to the f3
Amy Lee: F3?
Zooey Deschanel: well, i honestly havent been thinking f2 since because it's still a long way to go but now that it's brought up, i dont mind going with you. i honestly had no f2 deals in the game at all, so im open for you if you want it
Zooey Deschanel: i would've been happy with you keeping me safe. i dont care if you dont put hilarie up, thats your choice, but i expected you to keep me safe
Zooey Deschanel: it feels somewhat personal because i trusted you a lot. you saying you're not a flipper, etc i took that in and i knew that i could trust you
Zooey Deschanel: im emotionally hurt by you
Zooey Deschanel: i feel hurt, betrayed and backstabbed
Zooey Deschanel: also, if i had to put you up, i would've spoke to you about it or sent you a message, i wouldn't have done it without telling you
Zooey Deschanel: are you like purposely ignoring me?
Zooey Deschanel: biggest threat my ass. I was on your side
Zooey Deschanel: oh and right now, at least everyone has one a challenge, badger's won at least 2 and all of you guys were more recent then my winnings, i havent won anything for awhile, so thats bullcrap whatever you're trying to pull. and i win for me is a win for you since i was on your side.
Zooey Deschanel: and thanks for not ~talking to me about it~, i'll remember that if you're in the end.
Amy Lee: I was driving / apartment hunting again today....but either way I knew no matter who I would put up id be pissing someone off...this was why I DID NOT WANT HOH...the only decision you would be happy with was putting badger and Hilarie up...ie what your noms would be...so at least I put badger up....this isn't meant to be personal and I know i would feel the same as you right now so I understand where you are coming from. HoH F5 sucks :-(
Zooey Deschanel: why didn't you put tom up?
Zooey Deschanel: i would've kept you safe if i won because i meant what i said that its you and i to the f3
Amy Lee: F3?
Zooey Deschanel: well, i honestly havent been thinking f2 since because it's still a long way to go but now that it's brought up, i dont mind going with you. i honestly had no f2 deals in the game at all, so im open for you if you want it
Zooey Deschanel: i would've been happy with you keeping me safe. i dont care if you dont put hilarie up, thats your choice, but i expected you to keep me safe
Zooey Deschanel: it feels somewhat personal because i trusted you a lot. you saying you're not a flipper, etc i took that in and i knew that i could trust you
Zooey Deschanel: im emotionally hurt by you
Zooey Deschanel: i feel hurt, betrayed and backstabbed
Zooey Deschanel: also, if i had to put you up, i would've spoke to you about it or sent you a message, i wouldn't have done it without telling you
So that was super frustrating because I didn't want to piss her off but I need to stay true to my F2 with Hilarie and sorta kinda F2 with Tom.
Good luck....hope Hilsy or Tom gets PoV....not me. But alas I must try to Zooey doesn't get it.
What did I do 