Diary Posts Week 10

[Amy Lee]

I am not lucky. I am terrible with luck challenges becase I second guess myself all the time. I'm also a gambler...hence why I don't do casinos very often (PENN!!!).

I really hope Hilsy wins this....she needs to stay and I am almost sure that she will keep me over Tom and Badger for the time being. I have no idea what Zooey will do beyond putting Hilsy and Badger up. If either one of them win immunity I can only hope Zooey wouldn't put me up. I mean I kept her. I could have flipped my vote like my alliance did and had her out....so hopefully she will be reminded of that. Tom and I kept her...but I really kept her because I gave Tom the abilty to have a decision. I really wish Brittany would have kept Jiggle.

I know when Tom came to me about a F2...I told him that I had soemone and we made the deal not to put each other up or vote either one out, if he is up against Hilsy I have to go against that. I'm really hoping that it's not Hilsy up on the block (or me...duh). I know I'm supposed to be thinking about Jury and how they will vote....and I have no idea who would vote for me beyond James and Hilsy, so me keeping her around might not be great, but if Zooey wants Hilsy out....and has the votes even with me voting to keep her....it looks good for me and bad on those who voted her out. I kept Zooey as well, so if she gets Jury hopefully I can spin that too!

I can only hope that Brit and Zooey did not get high amounts!!!! I really want Hilarie to get it...she is the only one I feel compeltely safe with...and that's not good.

[Amy Lee]

Yay Hilsy!!!!

[Amy Lee]

BRITTANY CAN'T WIN POV...but if she does, I'm voting out Zooey.

[Amy Lee]

SPOILER: Click to show

{Convo Between Brittany and Myself}Brittany Snow: Were you really just out to get me the whole time? :/
Amy Lee: I didn't think we were that close since we never made an outright deal?
Brittany Snow: I thought we were fine. But all I ever hear is how you want me out and can't wait to cast a vote for me to leave
Amy Lee: Like I figured if you were with Jiggle, James, and Zooey that eventually it would come down to you or me leaving? right?
Brittany Snow: No not really. I'm never down-right against you.
Brittany Snow: Only when I'm told you want me out sososososo bad.
Amy Lee: I think you a nice person....this isn't personal. I would NEVER win again you in a F2
Amy Lee: you would kick anyone's ass
Brittany Snow: Leaving unanimously is just such a harsh way to go :/
Amy Lee: James, Jiggle, and Hal all would have left unanimously if it wasn't for me (Hal did leave unianimously....just saying you wouldn't be the only one)
Brittany Snow: That doesn't make it any less rough? And there's absolutely no way to get a pity vote? :/
Amy Lee: I cannot take that risk
Amy Lee: I"m sorry Brit
Amy Lee: I'm not flipping my vote
Brittany Snow: What risk? -.-
Amy Lee: I promise Zooey my vote and I can't go back on that
Amy Lee: the fact that if I cahnge my vote it will change Badger's or Tom's vote
Brittany Snow: Badger voted public cause of the Tiara against me. And Tom said he can't as well.
Brittany Snow: I'm not doing this to scheme. I'm asking for a favor.
Amy Lee: I can't...I know this could cost me a vote at Jury....but I'm sticking to my promise to Zooey
Brittany Snow: If Zooey was to tell you to vote for me?
Brittany Snow: What then?
Brittany Snow: I'm wondering how much of this is your promise to Zooey vs your distaste for me.
Amy Lee: oh no this is not my distaste for you
Amy Lee: please know that
Brittany Snow: So what if Zooey said "toss Brittany a pity vote"?
Amy Lee: I think your game is admirable
Amy Lee: believe me
Brittany Snow: What then?
Amy Lee: but I just don't get why this much effort for my vote unless tom is voting to keep you
Brittany Snow: Tom isn't voting to keep me. I've already said my piece to him. Same with badger. Trying to with you because (as Zooey can tell you) I hate unanimous votes.
Amy Lee: why?
Amy Lee: like I"m not trying to be mean or anything...I'm just curious
Amy Lee: (can't convey tone #embrassing)
Brittany Snow: Call it a personal preference. It doesn't matter at this point. I've just never been a fan.

Brittany stop being annoying. She is a nice girl...but like I am not flipping my vote. She HAS to leave this week because then I have everyone on my side and people picking sides thinking I'm on their side...Brittany has no ties to me whatsoever...what do I have to gain by keeping you? Nothing. It sucks that you're leaving this way....but this was going to come as soon as you lost an HoH and PoV