Diary Posts Week 6

[Amy Lee]

I hear that Jiggle wants Hal or I gone because we are threats.  Obviously I'd say Hal is the BIGGEST threat...then Brittany.

Challenges Won
Hal - 3
Brittany - 2
Amy - 1
Jiggle - 1
James - 1
Kristen - 1
Shay - 1
Zooey - 1

How is it that I'm a threat?  I'm as much a threat as Brittany, James, or Zooey.  The fact that he wants Hal or myself out means Jiggle is in with Brittany, James, and Zooey.

This means I need to put both Brittany and Jiggle up if I get HoH. Say noms would stay that way...I think Hils would vote out Brittany. Zooey would probably vote out Brittany because 1) I heard Zooey LOVES Jiggle and 2)I think we are close enough that if I asked her to vote to keep Jiggle she would. Since Hal wanted Brittany to leave, I think he would vote to evict Brittany. I think James would vote to keep Brittany, and I think I could try to get Badger to vote Brittany....but all I need is 3 votes...and I think I would have three to vote Brittany out.

I don't know how I even stack up at live challenges...

As for where I stand with people in this house at the moment.

House People
Badger - he is a loner....or he is with Hal. If that's the case...I think him and I are "okay".  He probably want to see strong people out, and I can only hope he views Brittany as the bigger threat than Jiggle.  
Brittany - I haven't heard from her like a week. I know she is busy with school and stuff, but like damn. She says she isn't against me....and I hope that's true...but if I put her on the block I am hoping she GOES HOME. If she wouldn't....I'd be in trouble.
Jiggle - I guess we aren't as close I had hoped?  People are dumb when they mention their targets before HoH is even won.  Makes them targets if their target gets HoH.
Hal - I am hoping we are still sticking to the UTR bond we agreed to. It's not as UTR as I had hoped, since I saved him...but he can't get HoH this week so it doesn't even matter.
Hilsy - I want her to get a win already. Come on HILSY!!!! This week and next week you need to win HoH.  We will make it to the end....I have high hopes for us!
James - I don't even freaking know. We made a F2 deal...and he came to me about how to vote with Zooey and Kristen, but I can't help but think somethign fishy is going on with him and Brittany / Jiggle / Zooey. He flat out told me thought that if it came to a Brittany vs. Zooey vote he would vote Zooey out and that he has things worked out with Brittany. She NEEDS to go so I can eliminate all his other potential F2s. However, if it came down to it...I would pick Hilarie over James for F2...because I don't think I could win against James. But I am truly hoping one or the other leaves and that leaves me with the other person to pick...
Zooey - I really hope she is working with me in this because while she isn't my real F2...she is def. a F4 of mine.

STARS SEASON 7 WILL BE F4. That is my goal anyway!!!

Ashes people
Brant - PLEASE COME BACK!!!!!
Kristen - you're nice....but please don't come back
Shay - who?
Tom - If you come back....I would totally try working something out with you.

I just hope I win HoH or Hils. I don't trust James completely...and while him keeping me safe during his HoH reign would prove something to me a little...I just don't want to risk it yet.  I feel the least comfortable with Jiggle winning HoH...and possible Badger. Everyone else...I'm less worried, but this game is full of surprises!

[Amy Lee]

WTF??? DPoV was had by HAL?!?!?!?! Ughhhh. And seriously he could have put anyone else up and they would have left over Badger. Hal is an idiot. If the only "real" ally in this game is Badger....why the fuck would you put Hilarie up? Hal should have put up Jiggle. Hell it even would have made more sense to put up James. Hilarie and probably myself are the only ones that would not have left...but I guess he doesn't know that now does he?

So I told Hal now that if I get HoH next week he is not my target at all. I was serious when I said I'd work with him. Hopefully he remembers that if he happens to get HoH AGAIN. Brittany can't compete. I'm hoping that Jiggle doesn't win HoH. I'm hoping to hold onto my PoV as long as possible without making it that the HoH has to screw over one of my allies.

IF Jiggle wins HoH next week.
Brittany, Zooey, and James will be "safe no matter what". This means that only Hal, Hilarie, and myself are able to be put up. I'll get put up. Hal will get put up. So if I don't win PoV and Hilarie doesn't win PoV....then I'll have the use my special PoV. However if Hilarie wins the PoV...I'm REALLY hoping she would use it on me and save us both. If that's the case Zooey, James, and Brittany would all be fair game which I would LOVE to see. Make what I think is the weakest link of that alliance choose between the other three. HAHA

IF James or Zooey win HoH....I guess we will see where their true alliances are. Hopefully to Hilarie and myself.
IF Hal wins HoH....I'm hoping he goes for strong people....and not cop out with Zooey and Hilarie.
IF I win....I'm going for Jiggle and Brittany with Brittany being my target. I'll tell Brittany ahead of time that I'm putting her up because no one thinks we're aligned and I want to keep that going.

I do not want to win HoH next week, but I want win PoV. But regardless of what happens next week (assuming we don't have a stupid speed week or some other stupid shit occur) I'll be safe; it would be nice to keep my special PoV. Because if I could get HoH the last week that we can use our special PoV's....I can make sure my targets are on the block and no matter what Brittany / Jiggle / Hal will be gone. However if I'm not HoH in the next week or two, I'm still okay.

Too much thinking. I just gotta breathe...as James always says anyway